another random babbling

Gue selalu merasa amaze liat temen" gue yg pada sering posting di blog mereka. Dan sementara mereka pd sibuk nulis, gue di lain sisi cuma baca dan bahkn terkadang nungguin update dari mereka.
Terkadang gue penasaran, gimana mereka selalu punya sesuatu untuk diceritakan disini.
Or is it my life that boring? so I can't come up with something interesting enough to write?
nah.. I'm over reacting..

wah, cukup lama jg ya sejak posting terakhir gue.
All I can say to fill the time gap is "my life's good".
as for the details.. errm, I think I'll write it in the next posting, hehe

ciao.

all at once, everything is different...

All those days watching from the windows

All those years outside looking in
All that time never even knowing
Just how blind I've been
Now I'm here, blinking in the starlight
Now I'm here, suddenly I see
Standing here, it's all so clear
I'm where I'm meant to be

And at last I see the light
And it's like the fog has lifted
And at last I see the light
And it's like the sky is new
And it's warm and real and bright
And the world has somehow shifted
All at once everything looks different
Now that I see you

All those days chasing down a daydream
All those years living in a blur
All that time never truly seeing
Things, the way they were
Now she's here shining in the starlight
Now she's here, suddenly I know
If she's here it's crystal clear
I'm where I'm meant to go

And at last I see the light
And it's like the fog is lifted
And at last I see the light
And it's like the sky is new
And it's warm and real and bright
And the world has somehow shifted
All at once, everything is different
Now that I see you, now that I see you

(i see the light by mandy moore & zachary levi - Tangled OST)

*and this is the reason why i don't like this genre of movie
bikin saya gigit" jariiiiii..

well, i'm speechless :)

tanggal 24 kmaren, gue dapet cupcakes yg kya di gambar itu dari mas" ini..
eumm.. kyanya gue ga perlu bilang gue seneng ato ga dapet cupcakes lucu ini :p
sukses lah bikin gue seharian itu senyum" dodol

even if i had known this surprise.. it wouldn't make me less happy

because the thought that you prepared this for me is more meaningful.

makasi ya jelek :)

.random#2.

when you come again to my place in the next couple of weeks..
i want to cry while resting on your chest.

anger (?)

Lagi, gue pengen membagi orang menjadi dua tipe.
Pertama, orang yang doyannya marah. Marahnya sering, tapi cuma sebentar, trus biasanya langsung lupa.
Kedua, orang yang ga suka marah. Tapi seperti layaknya bom waktu, dia punya waktu hitung mundur.
Yang kalo udah meledak bakal besar banget, atau.. terus menerus.
Well, once again.. gue menjadi bagian dari orang tipe kedua ini.

Kalo gue punya masalah atau hal yg ga gue suka dengan seseorang. Kali itu, gue pasti masih bisa sabar dan meredamnya. Kedua kalinya, ketiga kalinya.. sampai kira-kira suatu batas.. -dan terkadang yang menjadi batas itu cuma hal yang ga penting- meledaklah gue.

Karena ternyata hal yang berlalu itu blum gue lupakan. Tiap-tiap kejadian selanjutnya selalu menjadi trigger untuk kembali ingat ke kejadian-kejadian sebelumnya. Mungkin karena gue belum pernah membicarakannya, sehingga semuanya masih tercetak jelas di ingatan gue. Belum ada sesuatu yang keluar sama sekali dari sana. Belum ada pemecahan dari masalah-masalah sebelumnya.

Gue pernah denger dari seseorang..

"Sabar itu ga ada batasnya."

dan mungkin.. gue memang bukan orang yang sabar.